为什想要坚强却那么困难？
为什么?
什么都不想都不管我做到了！
可是还是很伤心！
我不知道我能做什么，
不知道我做的对不对！
神到底要我怎样？
我还是看不清楚！
因为真的有太多，
模糊了我的视线！
我尽量不被别人识破，
但是神！你知道的不是吗？
眼泪你都有为我接，
可是那没用不是吗？
我要怎样祷告哪？
我要怎样面对现实?
你已经给我最好的了，
为什么我还不满足？
为什么眼泪不断的流？
为什么心突然好痛？
我 怎么了？
虚假的外表只是一个空壳！
它什么都不是！

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Hiiiiiii
Lolz tis new year nt nice de !!!!
But i stay at home eat and eat and eat and slp and eat ........
I didnt visit anyppl cuz i dun feel like going !
haha dun like sb els haha %_% none stop visiting
my mom say i pig !
"Watever"then i waan be lao da again haha ^^
Errr 2moro sku!sad ! dun wan 2 go !!!

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2daay i wear high heel shoe
LOL my foot so pain lor !!!
As i walk really a long distance!
And after tat go shoping somemore!!

Haiz! dunno y 2day noo mood eat!
Unhappy new year !
Lolsssssss!!!!!

Pray tat God will help my family!
Be strong OKAY??? JiaYou！ Wif God u can do it !
Tears cnt solve problems!!!


Errr happy new year lorr

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Hahaha
2dy i bring Jiayu 2 church !'
She very cute lor hhahahahaa
She very good haha!

Oh ya after church i pei my mo buy new year food
hahahahahahha Happy Happy !!!
But i nust control also !

Reach home leeee '
no mood eat le !!!!
dunno y lols
hahahahaahhahahahahaha

hahahahahahhahahaha





err happy year 2 u guys^^

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HIi everyone !
I went 2 bugis 2day, pei QiQi buy her newyear clothes!!!
I bouht one heel shoe !!! Cuz they promotion very cheap ^^
I wont waste $$$ de lor ...........

haha Happy Happy cuz tis is my first heel shoe !!!
I tink i must learn how 2 walk le haha !!
Or lata fall down psps - -

New year coming !! but no mood leiiii
Aiyo! wan go back China la !!!
But cnt lor !!! I must study study !!!

JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!





Errr everyong happy new year KK?
and must rmb give me hong baooo hahahahah

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My life seems so boring but interesting@!!!
Yes i m so confused~~~
If there is'nt a God,i wont be here FOR who i m !!!

I want to finish study soon or atleast finish secondary life soon!!
I'll face diff problems in diff age but i juz dunno y i feel tis way!!!
I tink God is very good to me give so many friends but why i still feel empty sometime??

Am I being greedy or wanting toooo much??
I duno wat i lacking of but juz a hole in my heart !!!

Dear lord ! help me fill UP the hole!!
Give me a porpose !!
yES and use me let me shine for you !

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post again!!!
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHgsjkdfkahfklwef
HOw? Y they all lose appetite but i NV!
I seems eat alot everyday and nv FULLLL!!!
HOW I DUN WAN BE FATTTT!!!
But juz cnt stop eating !!!!
OKay 4get it !!! LEt's talk about oikos haha ^^

YeaH lateer oikos haha!!
GOt lots of food i tink ^^ bleeee
OH ya must control!!!!! CRy wuwuwwowowwowo

But Y some ppl eat alot but still thin?????
LOLzzzz

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I really like pig sia !
Y i eat so much also nt full de !!!!
....................................I dun wan grow fattttt!!!!!!

As I still in dance throup , i will put in effort !
Practise more ! Ya !


Dear Xy cheer up k ???
i really dun wan c u so sad !!!!!!!!
things can b solve de !!!!!
And GOd will love u and help u !!!!!!!
U still have miiiii!!!!!!!!
And many other gals !!!!!!!
If u dun wan talk 2 me at leat call Shuhui or sth can???


I will always there 2 help U de !!!!
Dun hide can???

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God wat is tis!!!
I feel like i sTvk in the middle !!!!
Wat should i do??

She really sad God !
Nomatter wat she done 2 me is pass!
But God U know there still a hole !!

So lord! Help her !
I was like her also !
YA its U who helping me and being strong!'
So me the only person suffer is enough !
Its really painful but I have overcome it! ISNT IT?

lORD its really enough !
U heard me crying 2 U ?

Y i feel like me and her change position?
i dun wan anyone 2 be like me antmore its really ................

Dun let me recall those painful past PLEASE!
And Dun let anyone like me,its really painful!

Byt i KNOw lord U will always there and really thank u 4 company me!
able 2 face her and be friends again!!!

THANK YOU LORD!!!

AMEN

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I really like pig sia ............
Everytime after eating sure get sleepy one !!!!!!!!

I 2dAy late for LTS again! Becuse i cough cnt slp!
Wake up in 4a.m somemore!
I eat tom yam and cock yesterday !!! worse!!!!!

I dint go for evening today cuz my mom wan me go home and study!!
Yes i really nid to work hard le !!!

Later my ShiFu's party !!!!!!
MAy b go kbox or where but i dun feel like going er!!!!
Yes cuz i nv sing those worldly song le!!!!!!
Yes i wont sing @@

"God and plz help me find a way out".............................

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I juz come back from CAN RUN !!!! WU__HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I took 2 ballons home WeeWeee+++++++
I really old cnt run le !




Oh ya i like the shirt men !


And those ppl under me better listen 2 me hooooo!
Dun tink ur can form another group on ur own hooooo!!!!!!
Hees Hees !
We r one big family ANd...............
I love ur ppl MUACKS !haha !


One More Thing !!!!!!
lolzzz
On the way back home , i m extra sia!
......................................................
Yes i donno wat 2 say le !!!!

And thanks those ppl sms me !!!!!!!!!



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Juz reach home from cell group!
Not bad and even better than wat i expected! Weee__Weee____
But i still missing my old gals !
Yes I really miss them alot!
And especiouly wif ur i can take off my skirt!!!!!!
But nw,i cnt! Sad@
But i must overcome it!
Its still exciting !
Sooo i will love U guys haha!
TOOODAY its also the FIRST TIME I PRAY FOR CELL GROUP!!!
YA I abit ps (bleehhhh+_+) But i hv overcome it !
GOOD!!!! clap 4 me U guys!!!! hahah
JiaYou everybody !
WE all grow in God 2gether!!!!
UP!UP!

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2day its like a dream...............
I dunno y and dunno how,i nv quit dance.
May b God speak 2 me trough tis,telling me wat 2 do next!
Since i still joining dance,i must really work hard on it again!
I raally wan 2 thank everbody helping me pray,and teacher's whom let me share my difficulties wif them and helping me really thank you alot !

Lao8, as teacher says we must help each other okay ? stay srong in God!

Dear God if tis is wat u want me 2 do,want me 2 stay so can you plz help me ?
And give me the strengh to shine 4 U !!!!

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Dear Lord:
Its really harh but I know , in U NTH is IMPOSsIBLE !!
So dear Lord , plz give me the strength to over come it!
I know whenever i make a choice Satan alway there to attack me!
But tis time ! I wont be shaken anymore!
I m the child of God ! Dun be affraidd God is always there to help U!

Amen

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