How ? i cnt sit cnt climb stairs even cnt walk properly ! So wat the hell is tis ? 2moro got dance lei ? How m i dance ?
Things r changing everyday isnt it ? So let it change then !
Things seperate us apart! But only u can joined back ! Wats wrong wif me again ? i duno ! I dun wan to know !
I committ everythings into ur hands , yet i take it back ! Cnt u Juz lock it ?
Yes movie is touching but also like putting salt on my wounds! I know i shouldnt think tat way but , i m out of control!
I Nt blaming ! Its my own problem ! I will reflact after syf ! Yes i m packed ! I m fustrated ! I cnt bare with tat anymore as i dun really love others anymore ! I started 2 hate ppl , show attitude. Everything .............
Dun share my burden ! Its too heavy !
Thank God ! I dun really think it as i even dun hv the time 2 think about it ! I want to close up a while !
Can i try 2 settle only between me and God ? I want to rely on myself this time ! Ur all wont b 4ever wif me , isnt it ?
Untill nw i found out tat even me myself dun really understand myself! So dun say u know me !
How long hv i nt attending cell group? M i out ? No ! but i feel like i m out ! R we still one family ? Yes! but i feel i m out again ! Its not i dun wan to joining ur ! I hate telling the reasons ! Its nt wat i want , is it wat U wan ?
wHEN i hear ur voice , i m sad , i feel like sinking ! Why >? tis is nt me !! No matter how sad i m , must smiling pretending nth happen even when i crying halfway Mom , i m sad ! I know u dun know ! U only thought i trough temper at u ! Wat i do its simply trying 2 cover up my feelings !
God, u hear it ? I m crying ! I m rejecting and ignoring u !! I know i m selfish ! but dun give up on me can ? I will b back oneday , in to ur arms !
Yes i wan to take the challenge ! I hv the faith in me and in U !
So let it be the way u want ! Burden , so wat ? I will fly oneday ! Fly up high 4 Jesus ! Shine 4 him and illuminate their lifes ! Yes i hv faith !!!!
Its just the starting !
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I m lost in U ! I m crazy in U ! Yet I want more !
